  Alex is a good friend. Seriously. He is a great friend. I trust him implicitly. He's so good to talk to, just to vent, and Lauren too. It makes me realize that there ARE good people in this world. There are a few people I can just totally trust. I love being able to go to someone. I'm finally starting to let myself trust people again. I just know this year isn't going to be easy at all. 
