  Later today, i go back to the hospital. They're putting me under,and cutting up my behind again. I've never had to go under anasthesia before, and although this isn't a big deal, and although it's a very minor procedure, I'm absolutely terrified. I had the follow up with the surgeon yesterday; i didn't heal so good, and there seems to be another abcess, hence the cutting. He tried to do some work on it today, but i was in far too much pain, and completely panic stricken.
Still pretty panic stricken. I'll give you a million dollars if you get me out of this. You know, i did some reading on the subject of abcesses, and those glorified zits are a lot more than a pain in the ass. I guess left long enough, the putressence can seep into the bloodstream, causing blood poisioning, and that can kill you. I guess that explains the miraculous non-wait at the clinic. I'm going to sleep. Think happy thoughts for me. 
