  Holy Hell.  Kurt went a- way to purchase some insurance,  and returned some hours later with no newly purchased insurance because the powers that bank put a hold on our joint checking account.  Our insurance expires the fifteenth.  The reasoning behind this is because I had some student loan payments that I had neglected to make.
 I neglected to make them because there has been horrendous unbalances in what i supposedly owe,  and reality.  For example,  last summer i got a student loan of 7000 dollars,  although i wasn't in school at the time,  and didn't actually get a loan.
 Also,  the semester before that,  i applied for a student loan,  and didn't get one,  because I didn't apply,  although i swear those hours in front of the computer were not hallucinations.
 Then,  there was the stupid interest relief form,  and I think I'll skip talking about that,  although that pretty much brings us to where we're at now -  my mom and I ( Yes,
 my mom has got my back,  there's nothing better)  have been embroiled in red tape stupidity for a long time,  and the mail that goes to mom's gets forwarded to me in big chunks,  and i know i should have kept up with my correspondance with the banks and student loans,  but i didn't because there seemed to be a lot going on in reality,
 and a lot of the same weird red tape bullshit going on in The Bank Dimension,  so,  like a good me,  I thought " There is no problem that is so big it cannot be ignored indefinitely.  Uh,
 yeah,  right.  Moves in the correct direction are going thusly:  tomorrow my mom gets on the horn on my behalf,  i start scaring up some forms that prove I haven't been entirely sane,  and that's why my university school record looks like a mighty hunk of swiss cheese,
 and a lot of praying that the money gets magically unthawed by the 15th,  or you know,  trouble.  That is to say,  more trouble.  Of a different sort.
 Yikes.  Which brings me to an interesting side note:  While Kurt and i were running around like chickens with our heads cut off trying to make insurance payments,  little did we know that we were insured for sweet buptkiss after november,  because the car had been out of province for so long.  It is pecuilar that AMA never actually mentioned this to us,
 but kept on blithely telling us to pay up due to our contractual obligations.  I think I've had enough.  I recognize that this is part an parcel of being a grown up adult person,  but the effect of getting penalized for honesty,  for having to remove my nanny experience because it's dead weight on my resume as being unskilled labour,  not getting hired to pay off student loans,
 but unable to go back to school to complete said education because of student loans.  It's all insane.  There's nothing remotely resembling peace in this little spot,  at least,  not yet.  I think right now,
 i could definitely handle a dead end job for a while,  as long as the bills were getting paid regularily,  and we could go out to a movie every now and then,  and maybe i could even buy a vacuum cleaner that works.  Of course,  said dead end job would be ideally something that didn't cause my hair to go gray,
 or to experience nervous nausea,  but i think i'd be willing to make a few exceptions.  I miss Cordy.
