  I'm on the wrong side of the day now. It's very disorienting to get up when the sun goes down, but on the plus side, I've been staying up till about noon, so it's just that meddlesome afternoon bit I've dispensed with. Besides, it rained all day today, or at the least, was wet. And it's going to be like that for the rest of the week.
Who needs it? Kurt's got one paper left and three more exams; then second year becomes a memory. Ran into my old academic advisor yesterday evening, and it seems to me that he may put me in a burlap sack and beat me with reeds if I don't finish my B.A. It seems really simple for everyone else save for me about that. It's a money thing. One of my courses is tied up with another school, and won't be released until i pay them 600.
Added to this is either paying off all the interest that has accrued with my student loan, or paying for a course up front, which comes out to be 1200 dollars, more or less. Probably more. I just can't seem to pull that sum out of my ass. But, if things go right the next couple of months, and we manage to put some cash in a hidey hole, well, hey, it'll be done like dinner. On the other hand, my marks are mostly uncool. If i do get the degree, it isn't particularily giving me any benefit.
I'd want to do a masters, and a 2.8 out of 4.0 is not going to get me there. I have a job I'm content with. I consider my time at university gave me the tools i need and want, why should i pick up that pain in the ass elective? Aahh, hell. Interesting thing about my academic advisor; we've been living in the same community of w/v for two years, and i haven't seen him more than three times in that time frame.
This man is amazing, gave me confidence to speak in class, knew about the non-wedding before anyone else, and i consider him to be a good friend and counseller type. He's been away from the university setting this past year, but kept office hours all last. So, why didn't I go visit? Because I am a sucker, that's why. Big old gulliable dumbass idiot person. 
