  This getting up early in the morning crap has got to stop to spare my sanity. It's too cold to be real outside, there's nothing to do inside, and I can't seem to distract myself from feelings of 'I suck'ness. It could be boredom, cabin fever, or any one of those things that can get me feeling funky. After all, it is winter, and winter always gives me annoying feelings.
Phoebe appears to be blind. Her eyes react to light differences, but all she sees in general is a big blur. She is scared of Fida and to a lesser extent, Lucas, because she is unsure about what they're going to do. However, she still gets around ok, and she isn't in any pain, so, we're ok too. Figure the cause of blindness was her operation, either a side effect from the anatheisa, a build up of spinal fluid pressure, or a combination.
Talked to the vet myself, he wasa fucking idiot, and should never be near animals. On the upside, she does seem to be coming around slowly. I hope i'm not just seeing what i want to see. 
