  My brain's all mushy. And today should have been awesome, but it wasn't. I was too tired, and there was too much work to catch up on,(never going to happen), and i felt all weird and whine whine whinerooo whiney whiney whine whine. Thanks for dinner, Granger, sorry i was so poopy. Right now, I'm at an impass (Is there an "E" at the end of that, or what? ) My brain hurts, I'm real tired. But, this project I'm working on ends tonight/early this morning, and the next one pays less than 20 cents a document. Hopefully it'll be zippy-quick. Actually, let's revise that; I hope I will be zippy-quick. I am just never satisfied. Before: Not Sleeping = Whine. After: Lotta Sleep =Whine. Before: No work = Whine. After: Lotta Work = Whine.
I have reasons, I think. (They could be rationalizations. ) The lotta sleep isn't improving my over all well being, and well, 16 hours or so seems excessive. Try as i might to get up after 9 or 10 hours, I'm on the verge of collapse. The lotta work is crammed into one frigging day, a day which relates to my first excessive-sleep problem.
And another thing that gets my proverbial goat; in order to walk up the hill, i need a break. Today, I met a dog and two beautiful young lasses who wore rubber boots and tried hard to trash their tricycle on my walking break. It also took me more than 30 minutes to accomplish said walk. I'm pretty sure the distance was less than a kilometer. AAAAaaaaaGGggggHHHHH!!!!!!! I wasn't wheezy, or out-of-shape feeling, I was just sore. Every step seemed equal to a beating with a heavy stick. I'm going to go and crawl back under my rock now. 
