  I've been eating and sleeping the last couple of days. Cutting in on my eating and sleeping is final fantasy ten which entertains and fascinates me, and drives me frigging crazy with the bad writing/dialogue/translation.
(I'm not sure which to blame. ) It's a great story, it's beautiful, but why, oh why does Tidus have to refer to his father as 'my old man' constantly? Can't he call him "Dad" just once? Stillllllllllllllllllll waiting for the kitten. Give me the kitten!
Show me the kitten! Kitteny goodness, come on! There's not much else going on. I'd love to say i'm working, but not so much. Anyone know how to make microsoft outlook check for e-mails alla time, and make the damn thing ding when i get one? Today, there was a project that opened at 5pm. When i got the e-mail, at 9pm, the project was already closed. They're starving us. When we get something, everyone swoops down like so many vultures to pick the bones.
But, looking at it from the Company's point of view, i suppose it's pretty effiecient to do it this way - projects get done a lot faster. Is it inappropriate, do you think, to find out who the boss is, and find out WTF is going on? File a complaint? Do something that will in all likelihood get ignored, but do it anyways? It's frustrating. I love the work.
I like working from home, and i find the work makes my brain happy. But trying to talk to any of the people is like banging my head up against a rather solid brick wall. If you want to throughly depress yourself, read 'The Beauty Myth' by Naomi Wolf.&nbsp; Read an interesting section today, all about peoples' sexuality, and where it comes about, according to her, we&nbsp; have "...begun to be shaped in response to cues that are no longer human. " She goes on further to say that sexual identity comes from magazines, and popular culture. Pictures of people no longer correspond to what people look like in actuality. Even the models that the pictures are taken of don't look like they do in those pictures, airbrushed, and cropped, and with the optimal lighting and that.
She goes on to assert that this is causing deep seated problems with all aspects of sexual development from self-identification to relationships. If what the 'norm' of how a person looks isn't even human anymore, what does that do to us? Especially considering how these photos are taken - you know what i mean; unreal distortions of facial expressions; these ladies are supposed to look turned on, but they sort of looked pained. That's assuming that there's even a head in the photo - how many mostly naked torsos have you seen in advertisments?
Just a leg, maybe? We're in it now. Shit, i mean. Kids that are in grade six are 'hooking up' with one another and playing sex games,&nbsp; and porn, a sign that we are in Babylon, is getting more and more hardcore. for example, anal sex is swiftly becoming the norm, whereas even five years ago, it was something considered pretty kinky. And it seems at the frontline of porn that anal sex isn't enough, more degredation and humilation are where the jollies are.
That's enough on that. It's already too much.&nbsp; &nbsp; 
