  Still sleeping excessively. Feels odd, damn it, very odd. There's something that says to my body 'you're really gross' when i sleep during the day. There seems to be a relationship between sleep and pain; more sleep, less, pain.&nbsp; I hate the sense of bewilderment upon waking. I never know what time of day it is, if it is day, or what day. A few times i woke and did not recognize my surroundings.
Icky feelings. I think i've been isolating myself again. A knock on the door causes a fairly signifigant anxiety response, same with the phone ringing. The regular visitors to the apartment are being largely avoided. Maybe i just don't want to hear about their days that are filled with stuff. I know it takes a lot of energy to talk - maybe i'm too tired. Definitely too tired to be even remotely entertaining. Good night.
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