  Sometimes I wish I was normal.  Sometimes I wish it was easier to :  -  not give any money away so I could buy a sports car -  be able to use all of my vacation time for a really long family vacation -  buy really expensive and nice things and not feel a twinge of something in my soul -  care about my career like other people -  have normal hobbies like maybe golf or tennis ( well maybe those aren't normal.  or maybe they are)  -  care only about my children and not the rest of the younger generation -  not think about how to provide experiences where my kids meet Jesus Am I that weird?
