  ACHIEVEMENT?  Ok so my goal was to stay alone today,  take a book and think,  relax,  avoide all human contact.  Well I woke up this morning,
 go everything ready,  made sure I had my new book " About the Author"  My song writing book and my cd's.  So i walk down to the bus stop alittle later so i would miss the early 20,  because i know for a fact Danielle takes that bus.
 ( ps:  Aside from my hate for most of my friends at this point I am also very mad at Danielle for yelling at me last night,  on how i told Fred ( her ex)  she had a new bf.
 which i dont even recall anyway)  I'm almost at the lights where i cross the street to the stop and the 20 roles on by.  being the smart one that i am i dont run to the bus knowing there will be a 73 coming down the same way that takes me to the same stop in about ten minutes.  I slowly trudge along,  but when i get to the lights,  i notice,
 Danielle had gotten off the 20.  that right she got right off of it " WHY?  I'm asking my self as i mouth the word " shit"  I cross the street and go up to tlak to her.
 it turns out she saw me walking and got off.  just to talk to me.  and tell me how sorry she is for being a bitch yesterday.  haha if only she could say shes sorry for being a bitch everyday .  anyway so i said .  ok cool.
 disappointed that my days goal was totally over at that minute.  eventually she asked me what was up.  i told her i've been going throughs tuff and i didnt want to talk about it .  and i was mostly tired i know she knew i was lying but oh well i dont care.  so once again .  danielle starts talking about her life,
 and her new bf.  and how all this stuff is wrong with her and thats why she spazed at me.  and eventually she ran out of things to say.  and we were quiet .  i walked in the school and she followed me everywhere i went,  so my idea for a nice quiet break in the morning was canceled as well.
 so i did the smart thing.  i sat down next to fred in the caf.  knowing danielle would talk to him.  he was also with steve and stef so i chilled out in my own little world while they talked.  adding small.  smart comments along the way.
 then the bell rang we all went our seperate ways and i was happy.  everything else was good until lunch THE ONE TIME i NEEDED to get away.  so i grabbed my lunch sat downstairs and ate.  low and behold.  Katyrna,  Danielle,
 Steph and a few other people come sit down right next to me and start talking.  so i just sat there and ate quietly.  i had my discman on and ignored all of them.  then when no one was paying attention i got up and walked away.  i went up stairs.  got out my book and .
 2 minutes later .  steph sat down next to me.  she asked me if i was ok because danielle told her i was " depressed"  I hate that word anyway so .  she sat down next to me and i told her to define depressed.
 and she couldnt so i said im fine just tired.  she asked me if i wanted to be left alone.  i would of said ya .  but i gave her the option.  all she wanted to do was write a note.  to her seceret lover.
 so we sat together i read and listened to music.  steph wrote.  it was relaxing.  and that was my lunch.  it felt good.  im just curious if its an accplishment or not.
 after school i was hoping to get straight out of there .  but danielle caught me at my locker and took the bus with me home.  ugg.  * sigh*  just one more day of the week Kris.
 just one more day.  Song:  Two Days In Febuary -  Goo Goo Dolls Mood: Not Depressed 
