  Whats better? Pain or depression? I vote for the first. Which is why I again took a walk (in the rain! ) to school this afternoon in order to return supplies before they became overdue. Since I checked them out with BJs card last Friday. I like her. I hope I get to hang out and smoke with her before classes resume. The walk helps me to balance.
A little sweat and endorphins is all I really need. Fuck these multiple medications, yo. Wow. Ive got $2200 expected to arrive in the mail to me on Monday. Hooray! No more phone calls to creditors! Yet as of now, I couldnt afford to mail back a package I bought online for a birthday gift for someone that came too small.
I walked the fucker all the way to the UPS store and had to leave it there until tomorrow. Seems the return label was simply that; it wasnt a prepaid affair. Who brings a wallet with them when theres nothing but red ink in there? Plans for the day: make the bed so as not to look bad in front of friends. get into the kitchen and chop up some onions for French Onion Soup!! Start the yeast going for my batch of bread. Stare lovingly outside at the showers. Read _Orlando_. And get the house nice and cozy for dinner and a movie with Andrea. Ah, yes. And a soufflor dessert. 
