  Dance card full? Well, mine isnt. Bodily harm be damned; Id do anything to be taken out to a queer club tonight. Get sweaty on the dance floor with some fabulous lesbian company. Or even go shoot some stick at the Flame. Im itching for a night out one that involves sober release for once.
Metropolis on KCRW tuning in properly tonight on my stereo in the house. Thoughts of calling Kyle up north and meeting up with him and his pals. I know the station would come in up there and these fabulous remixes of everything from Bjork to Stereolab. Itd make LA traffic on a holiday weekend endurable. Hell, who am I kidding? My ankle is in protest.
The wearing of shoes is my weeks milestone. I just feel so in my skin tonight. I want to use it. Id even consider going out for a run tonight if it wasnt for the expected relapse. Looks like I'll be hanging out here for the night after all. I have to wash my entire bed again, now don't I?
Oh, and he puked on my carpet again last night. I got up and threw him in the shower before he got more than one load on the floor. Fuck... I hurt my back just making my bed. I think I tweeked it again just now taking it apart. FUCK !!
I'm working out anyway. FUCKFUCKFUCK! 
