  i'm smitten with someone so unlikely that i'm embarrassed to admit who. it's a mad world. if even /i'm/ too reserved to explain it... but it's true. and it's mildly amusing. it'd be gratifying to explain this to Wally, our fellow 80 year-old lit student. who asserted his opinion last night than anyone who has slept with more than one person in their life, they're to be referred to as "primiscuous". i'm more than thrilled to create a sex life founded in high shock value to amuse the masses. another dream of breaking my back and legs (and having my teeth fall out) -- as a result of a soccer match this time.
(no wonder i slept so long) the night before i dreamt i had caramel in my teeth, and i went at it with a finger. and my teeth disappeared like caramel. and if all goes well, i'll complete the cycle of paranoia dreams tonight with a vision of my hair falling out. it will in twenty years anyway. i lost my breath about two weeks ago when i was playing with my hair in class. i was twirling bits of it, and before i knew it i had five to six pieces of hair in my hand. i went back to check, the base of my scalp, right side (where my mom's hairloss began). and more came out. it kept coming. i still don't have a good explanation of it, what happened.
i don't think i'm really loosing my hair this early on. possibly it's my own fault for wishing my right foot's ligaments have been magically replaced in the night. what does it mean when you keep dreaming about your teeth and hair falling out? 
