  Woke up this morning in more of a haze than Im used to. Sedation from prescriptions Ive been told to take hit me differently without a belly full of alcohol to put me down at night. Hesitantly making my bed knowing full well that if I dont, I may crawl back into it and go back to sleep.
Ill have to leave the house today to see Trevor and take him to a doctors appointment. Then Matt wants to take me to some self-help seminar Im not sure I want to go to, save to support him. He was so sweet to me yesterday. Talking to me after class, walking me to Student Psych Services. He called after his night class, so I invited him over to watch football and chat. We connect pretty well, me and him. And it felt good to talk about our relationship/friendship woes together. Im a little afraid of Amway brainwashing tonight, but I can handle the weirdness if it means being a good friend back to him.
I think the best thing for me to do today is to catch up on my reading for my classes and polish up a paper I have due tomorrow night. And just lay low. Maybe take a nap later on, lift some weights at the gym. Sit still and be quiet. 
