  Errands run with mom in the form of a trip to CostCo. Now Im home and feeling more and more like taking a nap. I did my duties of getting out of the house and going to a counseling appointment with Fritz. Now Ive nothing but the long day in front of me. Got a skull cap on. Exhausted from talking about things. The loss of my spiritual center up in Julian. The things it represents. Talking about Kerri but more than her, what issues I couldnt tell Kerri about that came up between us. All the things that have nothing to do with her and yet everything to do with what happened. Talking about how I see myself in relationships and in other situations because of what has happened with me in the past. All sorts of heavy points of discussion. So I think I earned a naptime. 
