  environmentally challenged? yeah, like its just the environment thats so challenging. I guess Im envious if thats truly the case in your mind. But really Delete your blog, Kerri. Its like listening to the Emergency Broadcast System sitting out there in cyberspace. So Im wasting time here tonight IMing bryan out there somewhere, trying to out gross each other as usual. I guess I feel like I have this luxury tonight after a long day at the gym, reading Dante. Of course, I should be doing more reading, not screwing around.
But I dont really care tonight. Again, I feel like going out for some eating adventure. But I realize that spending an hour doing cardio each day (yes, again. The lust is back) isnt going to go as far if I continue to eat with fun reigning as the central point of persuasion. Id still sleep with me, but I sure didnt like dating someone so involved with her non-existent diet.
I felt fat. I still do to an extent, even considering my body style involves muscles, not miniature waist lines. It feels better to be fit. Not the being fit so much as the exercise helps my head. I feel safer being bigger, stronger. So maybe to bed early. Lay low, live more quietly. Only if I have no one but myself to spend the evening with. 
