  Still 82 at 4pm. And a high of 90 today... so lovely to smell these dry/warm breezes. So check it out. Im done now. Spent an hour yesterday and three hours today of Charlotte work to get all the sand/soil swept into the cracks. The worst part was the extra bits that had to be swept up and disposed of. Maybe eighty pounds of it. And by Charlotte work, you all know that I did it in high gear, forcing the issue until I was out-of-breath and aching.
I busted ass in other words. What a chore. A chore that Im proud of. And frankly, a chore Im grateful to have. What a big deal it is that I get to live here alone. Think about that Dad bought this place to augment my quirks into total functionability. (no emails about that not being a word) Too add to the Charlotteness, I did it all in my black bikini. With spf 2 on my bod, I soon realized. Forgot Id refilled a bottle with something else. At least I keep my face out of it.
I like being carded at 25 even for being at least 18. its not going to last if Im not careful. You know, I think some might be inhibited by the presence of strange men while youre busting your hump in a bikini. Granted, Im ten pounds heavier that I want to be. So like, its not like theyre looking. and truthfully, I dont give a fuck. Im on high alert in my subconscious. I could go off, and when I do, it wont be in vain. Im remembering the time 
