  Ravenous hunger. Ravenous. What else can I eat? I just got home from an hour at the gym, meaning completely to make it to class straight from it. But this hunger. Thats the thing about working out so much; food means more than mere satiation. I could eat 100 pieces of hamachi right now So I had to come home to stuff something in my mouth. Toasted bread dripping in peanut butter, eaten so fast I inhaled the crumbs and coughed. But its not enough.
Although I have some raw materials here to make a shit-load of thai food, I dont know if I have the patience to wait for it to cook. Again, my basest emotions are keeping me from school. Usually, its fear. I feel a little crappy about missing the last meeting for Susies class. Especially since I wont be able to complete the course evaluation to let loose on how /little/ any of us learned in the class. So instead, Im spending the night finishing up our group project composing the proposal (ooh, d vu! ) we need to send in to heather. Demographics were aiming at, tv/film company, etc. ) my group the girls from whom I stole that 12Steps nonsense.
Oh, and that reminds me. I laughed today in heathers morning class when we were talking about the differing views between those who believe were predestined to have a certain life experience and those who believe in individualism. Someone raised their hand to complain about people who always say, Everything happens for a reason. I silently applauded her next assertion: Thats so irresponsible! yeah. Someone in mind right now who uses that adage to justify her behaviour. Its a cop-out. So yeah, I both laughed and got angry all over again this morning. Time to work the project. 
