  Oh, and I meant to mention this. A key element to my freedom this evening. I got a hold of my attorney today to inquire about getting an advance on the $16,000 settlement owed to me from my spine accident.
Im in deep shit with two of my three credit cards; the damage of both coming to about $3000 plus what I owe my brother (400), and what I owe my parents (1g at least). I wanted to know if I could swing an advance, enough to keep the creditors from calling me (They keep calling me! plays on a Joy Division song as I write this). So you know what he said? Send me your bills.
Ill submit them to the judge and have them pay them off. What?!?! You mean I can sleep at night without the aide of various poisons? Yes, yes the insurance company already owes me $4,000 for school expenses that they havent addressed. That check comes this week too. So Im ok after all. I ran my cards up with the assumption that Id have a bank statement of several (! ) thousand to pay them off once this whole thing was worked out. But it turned out to be this slow pilfering of a sum, 200 a week.
When I cant work!! Also, Im now going to get both the 800/mo for VocRehab and- 800/month of settlement instalments. FINALLY!! ** Anyway my financial nightmare is assuaged. My credit may be ruined, but I can turn my phone back on. So /can/ I go to Ireland this spring break? Is Africa this summer on for sure now?
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