  Am I torturing myself by rehanging a sexy picture of me and the ex? I went through the files and reprinted another hi-res copy of my favourite pic taken by the two of us back when things were still wonderfully lustful and nothing more. You remember this one: yet I think Im over it. I miss her, sure. But like the cat, she wasnt designed to stick around. Vato wanted to be outside, so I let him.
Kerri wanted to have a fuck-buddy, so I played along until I got too emotionally involved. Ok, so Im not really comparing her to a cat. I dont really like the cat. This line of thinking isnt going anywhere. It took me all of three minutes to get over the cat disappearing. Kerri had me with a broken heart for well, about two months.
That isnt too long either, Id say. So the photo is up. Fuck it. We look hot, and thats all that matters now. Appearances. Im being a bad lesbian.
Are you all watching the news as much as I am? The sound byte coming out of the Enron investigation, that huge ape-like woman in the blue shirt and dark jacket talking about what information is bound to come from the investigation of those who are making plea bargains? Ooohhhh. SO nasty looking, that chick. Sorry, but the public at large (no pun  I mean the folks in between the coasts), they see this woman, an easily identified lesbian. And shes *so* unattractive.
Theres a fine line being played with our visibility. I dont subscribe to the notion that all visibility is good visibility or any other radical/desperate stance on making queers a part of the mainstream. These are the images my parents see and (thankfully) see that I dont fit within that mold. Shes not out there as a rep for queer culture, I realize. But whatever we do, we are representatives of our entire selves. So Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is a runaway hit.
Good. But is it? Five /very/ effeminate men acting the part of the most stereotypical of roles. Remember kids, this is all a lot of folks will ever see of gays. At least Queer as Folk manages a diverse cast of characters, however spliced with so much graphic sex that no one will ever get past an episodes opening scenes. (but isnt Melanie hot?
Mmm that tummy) Is Howard Dean worth our vote? Really, Im asking here. Im planning to vote Republican until I see a Democratic candidate who tickles my fancy. Im a bad citizen right now; I havent spent the time to research their platforms. All I know is that Im a fan of small government. And in saying so, I hope the military expenditures decline significantly.
Yet, now that weve engaged the issue in Iraq, its completely irresponsible to back away at this point. You cant change horses midstream, and I mean that in terms of vision and political positions, not just a policy maker. Oust Bush if you can still behave responsibly. If you can still back the position our country has already taken with this situation. Do what you like when its over. 
