  i feel much better this morning. a night of troubled sleep, alternately freezing and sweating, tells me i was just going through the motions of a little sickness. having eaten less than 500 calories in the past three days can't be helping. meds, man. i dreamt i was breaking or giving away everthing i own in preparation to kill myself in a public presentation. creepy. rageful words with my mom. strange dream. yes, i had a lot on my mind last night. a few more pounds lighter here at the end of the week. back to the gym before i run off with Trevor. i should eat something. 
