  Oh, what can be said that hasnt been addressed already? Another listless day of cleaning and slinking around the house without a shower. Feels like life is on hold until I can figure out how better to engage in it. Playing around on the computer, noticing the view outside to a beautiful day, and Im making no move to go out and enjoy it. cell phone remains silent. Email accounts vacant. The only connections I feel like making these days.
A wedding takes place this afternoon in Carlsbad, but Im definitely not up to it. I think Id rather stay close to home in case I decide to go back to sleep. Maybe a shower will help propel me to do something with the day. I know Id skipped it yesterday best not to let things slide too far when I can help it. 
