  People of the Earth. Unite! Im getting a new cat this week. A reward para me for putting up with this feral beast. Maybe Ill continue my homage to Kristen and name it Vita. I need a nice cat. Fuck this nasty thing.
A night of bliss with Bryan. I needed some good old fashioned happiness. I went to TipTop Meats and bought two porterhouse steaks that totalled 35 bucks. They turned out so luscious, we cut them with forks. Beef is essential to a girls happiness. We tried to watch a film Id hired from the library at school. Blowup. Sorry to tell you, but it was retarded. Unless youre dumbstruck by a young man in pegged white jeans.
I want little more than a bowl of chronic tonight to quell the smoking fixation. Last night nearly dismantled my anti-smoking fortifications. Pots different. I should relearn to run on the high. Push me past the pain of my bulging ankle. I work through it each time I step out, but it takes me a good half mile to block it out. OK fine! This is what it looks like! : 
