  Somewhat low and depressed leaving the house for dinner, but once I got some sushi in my mouth, I was waking up a bit. Stuffed my face with perfect fish, counting down the minutes until I got to go home to sleep. Im considering it now.
Had a really good time, but its just not the same when just being is so exhausting. I wish I could shake this for a couple days a week when I need to be on, need to be social. I was more passive than Axia tonight. I sent a text message to Kerri to thank her for the day, how sweet she was to me.
she messaged back to say she loves me. called me honeygirl. Its so good to have her back in my world again. it feels so good to be cared for. Big day of school and court tomorrow. I feel ill-prepared for both, but Im going to have to just show up and do it. theres nothing more I can do to ready myself for either. Just feels like floating not knowing what either is going to feel like in the morning. 
