  Plans to leave town for a job is almost enough to shoo away the depression stemming from a worthless job search. I awoke with the usual heavy feeling of having nothing to do and nothing to show for the past couple of weeks aside from a drained bank account and a tan.
GEICO said no, Enterprise said no And Sur La Table called just minutes after Id booked my flight to Indiana , wanting me to meet with the powers that be about an hour before my departure. At least with that situation, the guy sounded really interested in hiring me. Told me to call him as soon as I return to make an appointment to meet with him.
My energy is waning. Its demeaning to be rejected by jobs I dont even really want. Discouraging to not even hear back from the jobs for which my education has trained me for. Do I say fuck it and just shoot for retail jobs? Glad I went last night to the pier to remember Mani. It was good to see folks, but I wasnt in the mood to be out very late. I was more excited to get home and into bed, to be able to sleep in this morning without the sounds of construction to wake me at 6am .
So it was a fire engine siren that woke me instead. What is this, New York ? Back to the job searching. Now I know what Mr. Orange has been talking about. And Luis and the girls in Austin . One, a degree means nothing. And two, being disabled sure does limit things. The ankle is protesting from the recent activity it has seen. 
