  Stupid blinds broke. How new are these? So Im struggling to see the monitor. Thatll teach me from being awake in the daytime.
I just realized something while smoking a cig in the garage this is the first time Ive been dumped. True, someone once cheated on me with my best friend at a party I threw for her birthday. But this is the first time Ive been directly let go. Ive nothing to say about it outside of stating the fact. Trying to plan the night tonight with Scott.
I want to go downtown before the traffic gets bad, but I doubt thatll happen. Im in all black as expected. Ill have to go by his house and pick him up eventually. Dinner before? Just a drink? Shoot, I need to wash the car. No sense being dressed up with a dirty car. Right? Am I right? I think my penpal might be homophobic. She read my blog about the lesbian writer desire. why would you want to write lesbisfiction? great.
I need to leave the house eventually. I need stamps still. And to get warmed up for the night. A little sun in my eyes to wake me up. Hell, its the end of November and its 80 degrees out. 
