  Garage door goes up, car goes in, garage door shuts, car turns off. Even locked the inside door when I walked in.
I cried to Fritz this morning, too troubled by what disappointment and embarrassment I suffered last night to hold it in. I quite possibly will go back to bed now, but I do feel better knowing someone out there knows how Im really feeling.
How easily dismissed I can be as I was last night, how Kerri has been able to erase me from her life so completely, how much safer I feel just hiding out in the house. And how completely crazy I feel in the face of Heather. Such a disorganized personal life. What ever she must think of me. I think Im going to call Paula, see if shes free after work to get together for dinner or something. Then go back to bed until later. Reset my disposition with sleep. Take my stupid meds. 
