  How bad is it? Well, Im listening to blue grass. Drinking sour limeaid. And trying to figure out how to manage being without a car. And assuming I had a car, how would I drive? I need a job to save money for a new one. Yet Im broken, and Im not supposed to do anything until I get it fixed. I rented a truck this morning  something to get me to Trevors to watch him all day. I quite like it and i should.
cause Im about to be seriously immobile. Then again, when do I go out? For school? Yes. Groceries? Well, occasionally. When else? Yeah, so Im going to be here- for a long time to come. At least for the six weeks its going to take to heal my ankle. The guy didnt hit me, but he did change lanes right into me.
afraid to cram on the breaks too hard with my hurt foot, I did a combo break and swerve. So I hit the median with my front left wheel and smooshed it into the wheel well. Serious wheel damage, Im sure. Why am I sure? Because my luck runs this way. He didnt stop isnt that enough of a luck indication. Jackhole. And no, I dont have collision insurance. And my car is close to 200,000 miles. Its time, I fear. Time to retire it. Fuck, Im sick of driving. People are nuts. And its too f-ing expensive.
I could get a job down the street somewhere at Longs or at Grappa. Then I could just ride a bike to work. Or better yet, somewhere a touch further. Help me out. Anyone hear of anything near me? Why am I not crippled with loss/depression? I suppose Im all full up right now, thanks. Just glad I didnt injure something else getting hit by a car. Luck is a matter of perspective, maybe. 
