  Drum-Roll No blog yesterday, I know. I took a break, headed to the coast, and did a bit of bar hoping with some books in hand after doing some long overdue shopping. I just wanted out of the house for the whole day alone. A new lodge cast iron skillet to replace my Teflon omelet pan that gave out under the extreme heat the other night. And a pretty stainless spatula for cheap at Kitchen Collection in Carlsbad. Even found a couple pairs of nice pants for nearly nothing at another mall after much deliberation as to whether its wise to spend money to clothe a body thats soon to change shape once again. But hell, it's hard to revise my lifestyle when I can't wear more than a couple of pairs of icky man-shorts.
After the money spending slowed, I got a call on my mobile from the new therapists office asking me if I wanted to come in tomorrow instead of having to wait another week. So thats where Im off to in an hour or so. Im pretty sure I need to sit still in private to prepare myself before I go in. this is a loaded situation for me, going back in to see someone new. At least I wont be pushed off to someone else; its the only therapy my insurance pays for, and they know it.
Whether I get this woman to cry in my first hour is still to be determined. At least Im feeling better today. I got on the recumbent bike for 20 this morning, did a quick ten push-ups and 25 sit-ups. A very, very gentle workout being mindful of the time that has lapsed between pre-injury and the present.
And again, Im trying to be good to myself already. ( Ive been really inwardly mean lately ) Like paying down my debts. Today I was able to pay back my brother as well as the entire balance on my low-limit credit card. And my cell phone. And the water and electric bills. This alone is reason for celebration. An already-paid-for cuppa tea is right on the money. Somehow I know Ill have more to say after the upcoming session. 
