  resigning to stay in bed all day from the time i first woke up at around 6am this morning with a sore throat and a serious little fever going on. all four blankets and a down comforter wrapped carefully around me like a cocoon to prevent heat leaks, i sweat through everything. i remember groaning a lot as i stirred. and dreams of making love to Claudia in front of her husband while he slept with someone with a russian accent. ??! but i can't stay in bed today. i have to hit the road any minute now to make it to my aunt and uncle's house in lakeside.
a big weekend for my car to be on the road. tomorrow it gets an oil change- hopefully not a day too late. better scrape some makeup on the acne and head out. oh, and i also dreamed that i told kerri thank you. that i take a lot away from the pain that i wanted to thank her for. am i there yet? or just craving a positive resolution? 
