  talk about your days that just totally turn around on you. before going to bed last night i txt'd Su about going to dinner sometime this week. it wasn't until this morning that she txt'd me back. she said that dinner sounded great but she wouldn't be able to this week. i replied that that was a bummer and then did a bit a flirting via a couple txt messages. maybe it was the allergy medicine i took before i left for work or maybe the not really, yet kind of, rejection to my dinner invite, or maybe a combination of both, but i felt pretty down and i wasn't getting the vibe that she was flirting back with me in the two txt messages that she sent back.
today was a lunch gtg that we were going to so i was going to get to see her there, but i was feeling bummed, or something was nagging at me and spoiling my mood. there also was going to be another guy there at lunch that likes her so maybe i felt a bit threatened and i was worrying about the possibility that she might like them over me. whatever it was, i was on edge and not very cheerful come lunch. i took my work buddy Ri with me and we met everyone at chili's near asu campus.
Su was going to be a half hour later than everyone else was so when i got there the seating arrangements had been made by this other guy that likes her. Ch, the guy who's gone boarding with us the last three times, and who also likes Su, was there as well. i made a few comments of not having enough seats for people that were arriving late and got everybody to shuffle, except for Gr who managed to keep the seat open that i could tell he was saving for Su. luckily, Ju arrived and caught my nod for him to sit there leaving the only open seat for Su next to me. after a few moments Ju had to go back outside and asked me to follow him out. i relayed my brief morning to him and we walked about the building. all of a sudden Gr is outside and gets into his car and leaves. doesn't say why. we go back inside and the people there say he just got up, said he had to bail and left. odd. a few minutes later i see Su driving around outside looking to park so i get up and go meet her at her car. she gives me a deep hug and we go back inside. i pull out her chair, we sit, everyone orders and we eat.
during lunch i get a little bit of attention from her, enough to somewhat cheer me up yet at the end we go our separate ways without much ado. i over hear some plans with Ch for tomorrow night but decide that its not going to bother me. Ch looks over and actually invites Ju and myself along, Su says that she doesn't know if she's going to go to me and we part. back at the office i get wrapped up in some work and put a few fires out while chatting with Ju via aim about cabins for the weekend.
he's not having any luck so i dump all my current phone convos and make a call to greer cabin keepers myself. i find a place, in the snow, in the woods, with two bedrooms for $300 total, two nights. i confirm with Ju and book it. just as i finish with that Su txt's me wondering if i'm home yet. i reply no, but i can be, what's up.
she replies oh nothing exciting, she was just going to use me for a cool place to study since she has three and a half hours until her next class. i call her and say meet me at my house, she says oh don't worry about but i convince her that i was just leaving anyways. i am elated! i rush home at extralegal speed. she arrives. we have a deep hug and a bit of a chat along with showing her the cabin that i booked. she asks about my head and if it still hurts from boarding, i say no but my neck has been really sore.
she says she'll rub it. with lotion. i protest, sighting her need to study and she responds she only do it for 15 minutes. an hour later i'm still on my stomach, on the floor, shirt off, in heaven. i feel absolutely wonderful. we lay on the floor together for a bit before putting in a urlLink happy tree friends dvd since she has never watched one and noticed that i had them while going through my dvds for movies to take to the cabin.
we have a blast watching it. we move to the couch and watch law & order on usa. at 6:20 she realizes that she's going to be late to her 6:30 research class. she ditches it to stay with me. we watch more law & order. we talk. we laugh. we nuzzle, cuddle, and hold each other. we have a wonderful time. at 7 she says that she should go since she needs to be home by 7:30. at 7:45 she finally gets to leaving.
i close the door behind her with the biggest grin ever on my face. i have no doubt in my mind now that she wants to be with me. we discussed so much that we are almost halfway to knowing everything there is to know about each other, at least the important ground level stuff. i'm on such a high that i meet up with Ju and Li at Ju's little brother's hockey game just so i can tell someone what a wonderful mood i am in. my face is starting to hurt from this grin i cannot get rid of. time for bed and dreams of Su. edit: holy crap that was a long post of me just rambling, acting stupid, and being corny. i'm not going to change it now, but i'll try to get a handle on it for future postings. edit again: who am i kidding, i can be as long winded as they get! 
