  well. I have a day of thinking. the kids thrilled me ( well 2 of them)  by asking me to ask their dad to let them live with me.  I dont know why I am like them,  I am scared to death of them,  see their is one thing I know about him. it is that he usually gets what he wants. and I am so afraid that he will do something to make me loose the kids forever. and that is what my kimberly is scared of Work. i got to thinking about that today too. I had to sign something stating that I agree that they charge me 10 dollars in taxes every month.
ya know its not the 10 dollars. but its the fact that they say I have to carry the cell phone. and that I have to be on call,  and that I have to work that SAT. or answer the call at 2 am. then they are going to charge me for that ummmm luxery. then say you cant use the phone for personal use?
 i have never used if for personal use and never will. but GEEEEEEEE I wasnt going to use this for bitching. but both have made me so upset that my teeth hurt from gritting. and I dont want to bother my ken about it.  well such is life. I am just glad that I have my family. ken and all 4 kids.  i love them with all my heart.
