  I tend to jump on things, then when I sit down and really THINK about it, realize that maybe I shouldnt have the restart is one of those things. but, I realized that I cant throw away the start to a challenge  its not as if those weeks didnt happen. They are part of the make up of ME  if the ME Ive made isnt what I would like it to be, then I have to change my ACTIONS I cant turn back time. I also agree that I need to look further then 12 weeks for me especially Somewhere in the dim recesses of my mind I think I realize that job ahead of me is going to take a LOT longer then 12 weeks.
More like 31 weeks (If Im lucky). But at the same time, its important for me to think about and keep sight of the small goals along the way. The next 12 weeks  the next week  the next day! No  Im not 12 weeks from perfection, but Im one day away from a better me and the day after that, and the day after that ad nausium Impatience what a NASTY word, and yet so much a part of me  Lack of vision, that Ive been working on, and I believe I look beyond the next 12 weeks.
But it never hurts to be reminded As for basing my progress, and my schedule on what EAS churns out  that I WONT do! Now  as for my report  I didnt workout last night. I was just feeling too crappy still. BUT I made sure today started out AWSOME by fixing my lunch and having it all ready to go this morning. Makes my entire day better when I start it with my lunch already packed! All the crappyness from yesterday was gone today when I woke up and it only reinforces that I need to STAY AWAY FROM MILK!! Food had been right on schedule, and Im planning a leg workout for tonight. 
