  Alright, nbsp;  I come,  I go. nbsp;  I start,  I restart. nbsp;  About the only thing positive I can say about myself is that I don't give up! nbsp;
 HA!  &
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 Last week was abismal.
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 In fact,  I even wrote a post about how abismal Thursday was,  and it was so bad the internet ate it!
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 let's just say that my day's menues consisted of,  B- Cupcakes,  L- Cookies,  D- Bizzard from DQ.
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 Yeah,  real adult don't you think?
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 The only positive thing I can think to say is that I lived to tell about it!
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 I didn't even have PMS to blame for THAT one.  &
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 Todays GOOD news?
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 I actually have my menu planned and my lunches packed.
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 All my food is ready to go,  and that's&
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a BIG step for me.
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 Also,  I bought a barbell ( to go with my dumbbells)  and I'm so excited to use it that I should have no problem getting my workout in.
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 Weight 190 -
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 Goals:
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 Eat what I planned,
 nothing more,
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 Do an upper body workout,  Drink 32oz of water,  Plan tomorrow's meals &
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 I also need to do my measurements so I can baseline my progress.
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 I actually signed up for the BFL challenge today and so,  I may as well START today.
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 measurements and pictures -  gah this is seeming so -  official now ;
