  I am so tempted to pick up one more stick now. Wonder why I bother looking at her site anymore. Everytime I associate life with her, the heart race again. Meaningless life indeed. Clubbing and pubbing seems meaningless one more time.
It is like living through 20 one more time. When was the last time we club hop like this? Newsroom... The drinks are never going to get any better. Mdm Wong... crowded and boring music, meet lots of friends at least. Chinablack is still the same... MOS, the live band is somewhat better. Gui Pin, I am just too young being there. At times I amazed myself, just like tonight. Think I down more than 2 bottles just now. Wonder which idiot was it that keep opening new bottles.
At least knowing the right people gets us in without the cover... The loud music from those places managed to bring away some pain... lets in some joy... burning pockets. hahaha I am still quite awake. Yet, I am searching for something. I need inner peace from within. Maybe I haven drink enough... 
