  gosh sometimes i hate my brother so much i go so out of my way to be nice to him and stuff,  but he just does not give a shit today i guess my mom called him and asked him to park the car in the garage bcuz she was coming back and needed to b able to park ( bcuz he had parked it in the driveway so they cud play garage soccer)  and he didnt do it so when she came home my dad was rele pissed at him.  well he decides to b a jerk and i hear him in his room talking to his friend and he's totally trashing ME,  i cud only hear little bits but id hear " i dont know why SHE cant do,  the only time i get to drive the car is when im doing something for them"  well 1st U friggin moved the car why wud i move it back?  and 2nd if u hadnt gotten in trouble u cud drive ur car whenever u wanted and do anything u wanted pretty much for not doing anything.
 then i hear " one time she started crying when.  ok bj,  bcuz its all my fault,  lets be pissed at me and make me look bad.  and like i just kept hearing little parts of sentences but it was all about trashing me down,  i think i even heard him say somtin like " shes fat anyway,  she needs to get off her ass and do something"  and grrr,  im just rele pissed and i guess sad bcuz its not like i did anything to him,  its not even like he asked me to do it for him and i said no,  and its not like i dont do a ton of things for him just to be nice.
 examples:  lending him $ 20 when he already owes me $ 25,  letting him drive home twice even tho im not sposed to,  letting him take the car to go see a friend,  waiting like 10min in the parking lot to make sure he didnt need a ride home,  giving him the clicky key thing before i went to class bcuz i knew he needed his soccer stuff (
even tho shudnt it have been him looking for me to get it?  and this is all since last friday.  i mean i know its nothing that great but its definitely not worth him being that mean.  gosh it seems like all of a sudden the skool year isnt going too well,  bcuz before it was a lot of hw but a lot of things seemed to b going my way. now it seems like its just a lot of hw and nothings rele going my way.  well. gilmore girls is on. night all ~  * RLeen*  ~
