  Wow, today i found that no one actually looks at this, darn, that sucks, well actually Wheaton doesn't look at it , other people might, but then again Wheaton doesn't look at anyones unless he was lying to me.
Cerridwen is becoming frusterating, she is using this character that i made up in her story, MY character MINE, i was O.K with it at first but now i'm kinda ify about it cuz she is kinda screwing up what my character does and stuff like that, i mean yea it's her story she can write it anyway she wants, but shouldn't i get a say too? should i? I went to Math today at the Chila's it was ok, i'll go again, i have no literature homework i just have to re-write the thing i wrote last week cuz i don't like it, it won't be hard at all since i have an idea, don't ask me why i even bother updating it's not like anyone ever looks at this thing. right now i feel like no one cares what i say or anything in that sence, i mean even if i tell cerridwen i don't like her using my character she'll still use her, and i just well feel like depressed and like i need a hug and a reasuring word someone to tell me i am loved at that i have friends and that i'm not left out, i try to tell myself that but well it doesn't work.
I feel like i'm missing something, i don't know what, just something, it's like all the other homeschoolers are so close and i'm on the outside looking in, it sucks.
I miss Watson, and My Grandmother, and i almost feel like i'm going to cry. on a lighter note THE LORD OF THE RINGS THE RETURN OF THE KING WON 11 OSCARS, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heres the list of what they won for Best Art Dircetion (yay! Best Director (yay peter jackson! ) Best Costum Disign (O yea) Best Film editing (yea sure it's 3 hours and 15 minutes long) Best Make-up (YES YES YES, John Rhys Davies (Gimli) was algergic to his face prostecitcs) Best Origonal Music Score (yay Howard Shore! ) Best Origonal Song (YAY Annie Lenox) Best sound mixing Best Adapted Screen Play (thank you John Ronald Rual Tolkien (J.R.R) You Rock) Best Visual Effects (IT'S AN OLIPHONT AND A HUGE ARMY OF ORCS AND THEY ARE CGIS! (Computer generated Images) and finally.. DUN DUN DUN BEST PICTURE (YAY! *THROWS LOTS OF CONFETTI AND SCREAMS VERY LOUD* Thank you peter, thank you fran, and phillipa, and berry, and all the others and the pefect cast and most of all J.R.R TOLKIEN for making it all possible with out him there would be no lotr books there for no movie go figure.
i'm now sad cuz i was just thinking about J.R.R Tolkien who never got to see the movies made, And thinking about how he didn't get thanked at the oscars even though he's dead he deffenitly disevered to be thanked so: THANK YOU JOHN RONALD RUAL TOLKIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to eveyone who actually cares about me enough to read my rambling, i Love u all (no not like that) Love- Haley 
