  I was reading Abe's blog and I saw the link: Kelsey. Thinking it would lead me back to my xanga site, I clicked. But it lead me here. *The memories and melodies and I just can't take it* Temptation.Maybe I'll write just one post. Just because I know you won't read it. Life.
Oh, i'm not sure what that means anymore. I have been up and down lately.&nbsp; Living in reality only about ten percent of the time. So that leaves me ninety percent dreaming. And maybe I prefer it. I'm not in control in real life, but in my dreams I can make you say whatever I want. I can make you do whatever I want.
Haha...and oh the things you do in my imagination. You'd be embarassed, but you'll never know. Never. Never. Never. I'm hungry but not eating.
Tired but not sleeping. Yearning but not living. I'm leaving you for Chicago. Don't you dare try and stop me. 
