  I'm having one of those nights. God is talking to me. I was driving to the grocery store, and I was playing some music, and was concentrating really hard on driving because it was raining pretty hard, and then I remembered our theme at school this year... "Presence" and in talking about this theme, we've come up with different ways to apply this... Stopping and listening to others, or being present to them; presence of mind in class; or the Presence of God. and we keep coming back to the idea of silence as well. Like taking the time to turn off the music and listen to what God is saying to you.
So while I was driving, I turned off the radio, and cleared my mind... well, other than focusing on the road anyway... and was thinking about how our church has just hired a new youth minister, which I'm very excited about, and praying that this is what is best for our church, and then I started thinking about how much my church activities mean to me. There are two things in life that I'm passionate about. Photography, and God. {that sounds funny, doesn't it? } and then I started thinking about what I want to do with my life. I want so badly to be a photojournalist at National Geographic, and travel around the world, and see everything there is to see. and in the past, I have applied this to my faith in the idea that I would be opening up the wonders of God's world to everyone. and that I would be able to help people less fortunate etc. etc. but I also think I might have a vocation to the Church.
Probably not like religious life or anything {though I haven't ruled it out.. but I like kids too much I think} but I think I would be a really good youth minister, and I have the talents for it, and I love every minute of what I'm doing now. Just like I love every minute I spend behind a camera. So something has come to distract me from my life's focus. And God put it there. So now what do I do? 
