  So its that same question I've been asking since I was old enough to have my own identity {about third grade} Who am I really? and who do I want to be? Do I want to be the person I know people want me to be? because I want other people to be happy, and so I will be who I am to make them so? Do I want to be the person I know my parents want me to be? Do I want to be sweet and innocent? Do I want to be strong and powerful? Can I be both? Do I want to be the person that can be depended on to always say 'Yes'? Do I want to be the one people feel protective of, and be 'babied' to a point? Do I want to be the one who is wildly successful, though has given up every thing else to be so?
WHO DO I WANT TO BE? WHO AM I NOW? am I who I've heard people think I am? Am I really the one who, {supposedly} when my best friend is having her first child, will be in the amazon, connected by cell phone yelling support? Am I the graceful beauty some people say I am, {though I see things quite differently}? Am I as 'good' as I've heard others say? {I know I'm not. } Am I catty and mean? Am I a fraud? Am I just a brilliant pretender, so good I've even fooled myself?
Am I worth all the trouble? Am I a horribly irresponsible child? a slacker? lazy bum {lol, yes}? Am I really who you think I am? Who is that? Am I someone? Anybody at all? Who am I in relationship to this world I live in? in relationship to the God I praise? In relationship to myself? 
