  josh do you think that my grandfather's death means something? Like maybe i should be motivated to get out and do something with my life before it's to late. Or maybe it means I shouldn't take things or people, rather, for granted. should i try to get close to everyone i know, call all the time, set aside time to spend with everyone? Maybe it means that we should all just take care of our selves. Whatever it means, it could become a revelation for me. 
