  "YOU DIDN'T TELL ME" I think. Ok jeezus, I just didn't want to piss you off for the love of god. Even if I had told you you woulda given me fifteen down the road, so I had to pick and I decided to drop a half-truth. It's really half-true because I really am getting sick. So I'm sorry again, and like, I'll do something if it'll make it up to ye, if ya want. everyone's so happy with me 
