  Josh you are to call me ASAP. That is a strong, STRONG request. Josh, please. If not for you peace of mind then for mine. I can't leave knowing that you're like this. Call please. Cell or home. I love you and so does Becca. Reach out to one of us please. Talk Therapy, though seemingly pointless, does affect how one feels. Smile alittle, the sun is out. (and now with that said it'll prolly rain today, with my luck) 
