  J. B.  III Well,  the 2 songs from John's funeral mass just played back to back on the radio and then I realized that today is the six month mark of his death. nbsp;  I can't believe its been six months since he passed.
nbsp;  I can't even believe really that he has passed. nbsp;  When I think of him I just think that he's still away at school and I get ready to ask my brother something about him and then I remember. nbsp;  &
nbsp;  The last six months have been an interesting one. nbsp;  So much has happened,  but so much has stayed the same. nbsp;
 Something in my brother is different though,  as obviously he's lost his best freind. nbsp;  In the last year he's lost more of his innocence and naievete than he should have had to. nbsp;  He's not innocent by any means,
 but he's really had a rough year and his choices don't seem to be getting any better. nbsp;  Especially his new taste in freinds. nbsp;  They're awful people. nbsp;
 Its easy to say that John was much better a friend now that he's passed,  but seriously,  we knew John forever and we knew he was good people and I guess that made it easier for us to overlook his flaws,  but John was a good person. nbsp;  &
nbsp;  I'm sorry that this is kind of a downer entry,  but I just needed to write this. nbsp;  John,  please keep looking out for Jay,
 he needs your guidance more now than he ever has and we all miss you and you often cross our minds. nbsp;  R. I. P.
