  thank u for the chocolate-vodka kiss in my sleep, i dream of u waking up, i think of u suddenly, i fear losing u thank u so much... for making me cry... no one.... no one has ever made me soo touched that i cry... in the past, i had cried only due to upset or unhappiness... yesterday, i cried cos u've really touched me deeply for u, i'll live... for u, i cant bear to die cos i dun wan to see u cry JOYCE i love u dear it's mushy but i have to let u know!!! so much to write yet i dunno how 
