  True to the title of my blog... I was looking at the road i've taken in my life. I came to the conclusion that i'm not satisfied and in a way I feel dirty.
Some of the choices i've made have not kept up to my expectations that I hold for myself. I know that this world and its tempations are hard to ignore but I wished that I had a higher expectations of myself but truthfully due to some of my friends slowly those walls have crumbled.
I start to compromise that if I do this it's okay because of some reason which, in truth doesn't make sense. Some of the things I really regret and feel the pressure of guilt closing in. So, i've decided that it's time that I turn back. I know that once you're down a path it's hard to turn back but I really want to. The problem is I made it all the way by myself... does that mean I have to make it back that way too?
I really hope not, I hope there is someone out there that I know that will help me along the way. Is it you? If I asked you... would you help? "The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but hold hands. " Alexander Penney 
