  I was talking with a friend of mine last night and we were discussing my type of girl. I just so happened to mention my taste in the opposite sex. I didn't get detailed but I just gave a quick mention of one of my preferences that I discovered the other day. Well, I have been in several relationships; casual or otherwise; and it has all been dramatic to say the least. My international colors of benneton penis can only hope to conquer far off lands one day. I have dated may different colors and ethnic weirdos in my travels.
I have been with.... Puerto Ricans Dominicans Peruvians Haitians African-Americans Hondurans Japanese Chinese Koreans Cubans Jewish Ecuadoreans Irish White Colombians Guyanese I think that is the extent of my list. Well, one thing I noticed is my attraction towards the women according to their ethnicity. What do I mean???? Well... here goes: If I see a girl who is Puerto Rican and she is thick ( over 150 ), I am not so attracted to her. Now, if I see a white girl with the same exact measurements as the puerto Rican girl; I am ga-ga. For some reason I have noticed that white girls who are thick grab my attention. Latina girls that are slimmer grab my attention.
Black girls have to have a perfect mix ( whatever that is ) to grab my attention. It is weird and I never realized that until recently. I never gave it much thought but I think it is one of those sub-conscious things that lingers unchecked. Of course after giving all these new revelations some thought; I go back to my last relationship. She is latina but she is what I could consider thick. Why was I attracted to her??
Well, from a glance she could look white. Then again, all of this that I just wrote could be bullshit. A piece of me thinks it does not matter what she is; thick, thin, tall, short. As long as she has the ability to make you happy. It's hard these days to keep me happy because I am trying to maintain happiness from within. I have given up on relationships ( Voluntarily) to pursue this poetry dedication much more.
To free myself of this wanton guilt I had to make sacrifices and I feel confident over my past decisions. ******************************* On another note: I made a pen pal with a California based pornography publicist who has a hilarious blog. Her name is urlLink Carly Milne and she is funny with her views working in the adult industry. Definitely check out her blog to view the industry from and insider female perspective. If you are not aware of it, there is an H.I.V scare crippling the industry as we speak. This dude Darren James is said to have contracted the disease and thus far has infected one other actress in the industry.
Shit is fucked up right now. Several major companies based in California have shut production down and these porn actors might have to...... GASP!!!!!........... find work. I guess even fucking for a living has it's price. Oh wait, even if you don't do it for a living-it can be detrimental.
I feel bad for them but if you think those 30 day H.I.V test are teflon shields against " the Monster" - you are a straight up moron. Sad is the girl that contracted the latest case. She is 18 years old and has worked in the industry for about 3 months. She caught it after doing a "double anal " scene with Darren James and another kat. That other dude must be praying to every deity known to man right now. With this latest scare, it has giving the health industry to green light to pursue " Condoms are a must " policy for the production companies.
This is going to be a mission because the above average porno aficianado is going to hate it. Some of the heads of the production companies will fight it tooth and nail. Where will it end up will be a mystery. I honestly think that condoms should be made a must for scenes such as double anal and shit. Then again- if 30 day H.I.V test don't cut back the risks; every Monday should be " All pornstars get check for H.I.V day". It doesn't take 2 weeks for results to come back from one lab God knows where.
Now it's a 90 minute test in a clinic. It might be a hassle but it's your life. Shit, I might be wrong but that would significantly cut down the risk and exposure. If you think otherwise - well - fuck you then . Do I have a problem using condoms??? Nope.
It a hassle but sometimes you have to use them. The last person I was with saw me pull out a condom but I think it was more a fear of getting someone pregnant and having a kid. I am not trying to have kids. I should start thinking of condoms more of a protective tool then a child preventive strategy of mine. Well, Fish is signing off Peace, Love, Porkchops urlLink 
