  .......calling in sick was definitely going to happen. I am feeling better but still not 100%. I already gave my day off notice to the Bar and also my job. I can't take a chance hosting or working and having to run to this bathroom at lightspeed. I was ok yesterday; I actually went out and enjoyed the weather for about an hour. The weather was a Godsend on the emotions. It gets trying stuck in the house. I bumped into a friend of mines that refuses to be identified in the blog. Due to the possible implications my words could have in court; he was like " don't be writin my name nigger; I can't take no chances". LOL. He kills me. I have known this dude for a good 20 years already. The last 15 he has been hustling in the streets and has suffered every possible positive and negative aspect of street entrepeneurship.
I finally heard the words that I wanted to hear from him, " I want out Fish - I am tired of this shit ". No matter how much money you make these days, you will get tired of it. We touched on everything from "back in da day" to his Motorcycle that I rocked for about 20 mins up and down Webster. Something about a GSX 1000 makes you forget everything bad in life. I need to get me a bike really fuckin bad. Well, let me go try and function to be somewhat constructive today. Peace 
