  I am so sorry about the last blog. i know how horrible it sounded when i look back on it now. i just needed a place to get all my anger and pain out instead of bottling it up inside of me. but now that's over and i'm feling a lot better. adam,  i dont know how i would have gotten through this if it werent for you.
you have helped me so much throughout this whole thing. most guys would have just walked away and never talked to me again. but you've alwayz stuck by me and did everything you could to help me.  and i really want to thank you for that. i dont deserve a friend like you.  you deserve so much better.
but yet you alwayz stayed with me,  and you're one of the best friends i ever had.  so thank you.  you dont know how much your friendship means to me.
