  TO SAY IT'S APPARENT THAT I'M UNLIKED ( for some unknown reason)  IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT.  I'm not the type of person that has regular emotional breakdowns and so I don't require my friends to be there for me on those kind of matters very often.  in fact even if i ever did need that kind of support I'm the type of being that would rather sort things out myself,  apart from flippancy on my part I see the World as something only I can change and sort and make sense of by myself.  When I need a friend in the true sense of the word FRIEND it's normally help with something that I'm working on,  but I only ever ask when it's my last resort.  .  I will quite happily admit that I've needed that kind of friendship over the past hour and a half and the fact that you wont help even when I offer you something else in return (
IE so you'd be helping for something other than friendship)  AND have explained the full situation to you,  really helps clear the steam off of the mirror.  Let's just say that potentially you've contributed to the partial downfall of my biggest project at the moment,  one that you know will leave me near pennyless if it goes wrong.  no chrimBo present for you then I take it.
 I'M NOT UPSET,  IN FACT I'M GROSSLY DISAPPOINTED.  at least I know what loyalty means.  I seriously do not what to talk to you at the moment.
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elsewhere in the World,  the new song by Texas =  " What the World needs now,  is love,  sweet love"
